Just Today

Well, as the elections loom closer and closer, i don't know what to think anymore. Was I right for doing this. I have tons of experience and loyal people who are going to vote for me but, somewhere deep inside i feel like I am going to lose. What do I do? For once I wish someone would read this blog. But, that now seems like one thing that is not going to happen. Why do I always doubt myself? There are things I am not half bad at. I like to sing, but I have never sang alone. Not even for an audition. Also I like writing songs, poems and novels, but not once have I ever shown anyone anything. The only thing I can seem to show is my smile and my laughter but that isn't a talent. Daniel, the new kid, has been here for almost a month and his taking vocal lessons, made all sorts of friends and has no fear. I wish I could be like that. He admits that he's cried and he seems all emotionally strong, I can't remember the last time I cried. Something is wrong with me. And the sheep is pushed to the side of the plate because the wolves think of it as too different.