It's about my life, how I feel, you may see some poems or songs, depends on how I am feeling that day :)
Monday, May 17, 2010
STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What is with the unknown power of stress that everyone has to deal with? It is like some super power that can make people do crazy things like scream their heads off or commit suicide or even run nude along the highway. Stress is what is bugging me tight now. I have so much to do and so little time and the funny thing is that I am wasting my time blogging to a whole group of nobody because the thing is that nobody is reading this...oh well. Anyways like i was saying, i have elections to deal with, a million projects and the constant drama every teen seems to deal with. Not only that but also the thought and insecurities i have about myself that lurk deep inside my head, engraved in my brain is something that is saying "you're not going to win the election. Give up!" But, like so many things in my life, i push until i have finished using 100%...okay that is a lie. I hide in a corner watching as everyone fulfills their dreams and i can't even take that one step to start fulfilling my own dreams. Why is that? Because I am too god damn frightened to do anything and also because the nonparallel force of stress is eating at my brain. So I have to now go into the world and deal with that tiny voice in my head that contradicts everything I do and say. Sorry if this is sounding emo, but at least you got a glimpse into the life of the person writing this thing. And the sheep jumps off the cliff...only to find that it is 1 ft. high -_-
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