Saturday, October 23, 2010

A Dream

Wouldn't be amazing if dreams were a reality? Especially if you had that perfect dream where everything seems to be going wrong but in the end he comes to your rescue and looks at you with those intense eyes, almost as if he's asking you a question. And just when you're about to answer...you wake up. Yes, I have had a million of those dreams all with that guy. Mr. Perfect I like to call him and yet I can't seem to find him anywhere. I know what you're thinking, aren't you too young to be worrying about these things. Well yes and no. Maybe there are better things to be thinking about but, every childhood memory includes that guy. The one that makes your heartbeat faster and faster. The one who you can't seem to take your eyes off of, and when he looks at you, you cannot meet his gaze. The one who you spend almost every waking moment daydreaming about and wondering if he does the same. Why haven't I met him yet and why is it that he only appears to me in dreams. There is this guy, we're really good friends even though I've only known him for about 6 months. I can talk to him about everything and he the same. But the main issue is that he already has a girlfriend. He doesn't talk about her ever. Actually he never told me he had one, I creeped him on facebook and found out. I'd like to think that he doesn't like her but hasn't broken up with her but I know deep down that he must feel something strong for her and that it probably hurts too much to talk about it. So I ask, where is the guy that loves me? And why is it that the only place I can ever find someone who loves me, is in my dreams.I guess a dream really is a wish that your heart makes. And the sheep finds comfort in her dreams.

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