Birthday Suprises and Sad Disappointments

Well for those reading out there, tomorrow is my birthday *hooray*, so why am I not excited? There is just something about tomorrow that is not exciting to me. Everyone around me seems so upbeat, I mean for goodness sake I am turning 16 but, I still can't seem to enjoy it and I wonder why. Well I do have a pretty good list, there are those surprises that turn out to be annoying and then there are the gifts that are everything you didn't want. Oh, my favourite part is the fact that on that one day of the year, people seem to act different around you and you wonder, what makes me so special. You annoyed me yesterday, you're gonna annoy me tomorrow so why aren't you annoying me today? But the one thing that really makes me upset (and i haven't told anyone) is that this is going to be my first birthday without my sister there to join in with me. She is at university studying and I want her to do well but I am going to miss her big hug and that "OH MY GOSH IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!" thing she does. Maybe that's why I am not excited. But, on a brighter note, I told all my friends that for every time they punch me tomorrow I will punch them back twice as much, twice as hard. Oh sometimes, you can find some joys in birthdays. So, the sheep goes in punching!!!!!!!